As I grow older, I undoubtedly grow wiser... And with the whole stressed & confused state Im in right now, my eyes are open wide. I was thinking about love & relationships. Thinking about my own relationship situation & love life, and also snoopin' out relationships on myspace. I find it REALLY funny, how two people will go out and SUDDENLY be in love. lol. & They found their soul mate and they're gonna stay together forever. I have one thing to say to those couples.. "HAHAHAHA!"
'L.O.V.E' is completely F A K E. True love, is real... but this commercialized.. fabricated "love" is all an illusion of peoples minds. The mind is the most powerful thing in the world. A woman can worry about being pregnant so much, that her mind THINKS she actually is, and she can start getting symptoms of pregnancy, without actually being pregnant. What I think... is girls (mainly teenage, and hey, even guys as well) are basically TRICKING themselves into believing they're in loved, and being loved. Everybody wants to be needed.. I guess you could say need as well, but people now-a-days yearn for the feeling and knowing that they have someone there for them.
FUCK THAT. lol. All you need.. is YOURSELF. Im getting bored of typing, lol but yeah... Im just venting.
With all that said......... here's a FREE download of a love song. Lmao. Hey.. whatever sells right?
Lately.... I dont even know. I donno whats with me. I dont feel like, ME. Im trying to figure out how to say this without sounding completely retarded, but i swear i feel completely different. My head is so crowded, Ive been having strange dreams.. I havent even FELT like me. I cant even explain it. Like Im seeing life in a completely different view. Everything seems like.. fake to me. Almost like Im watching the world from outside my body...while inside my body? If that makes sense. Your gonna see the changes Im going through in my music, thats a definite.
Just been going through a bunch of stress..
But on the bright side of things, the last half of senior year is basically done. I mean, mid-terms are next week, and Im only going Tuesday (until 12:30) :D The following week, we have off on Monday, so thats a short week. Then the next week, is the last in Jan. In like 2 months, its Spring Break, and then Prom! We turn around and its Grad Bash.. & May... thats out of the question lol. Not only do we get out early & one of the weeks is finals, but we not gonna be doing anything!
Finally... Im done with this waste of time.
Currently playing:
Kanye West Ft. Lil Wayne - See You In My Nightmares
Man... whatta WACK day. lol. I mean, I was out till like 4:15 in the morning last night.. Fell asleep at 5, and had to wake up at 11 something. So, I started my day off grumpy as hell, BUT i was looking forward to the Dolphins game. Yeah..... That didn't turn out so good lol. 27 - 9. Smh, we got BEASTED.
Oh well, next year I guess. As the day went on though, I just kept getting more & more frustrated by everything. Had a hard time writing, but im almost done writing a track to "Im Illy" by TI.. Look out for that, it'll be done by like Tuesday.
FUCK.. Tomorrow starts back school. Being a senior, and having a TWO WEEK vacation.. God.. Never felt any better! lol. Now I dont want to go back AT ALL. Ugh, 4 more months & Im out for good!! Thats great, yet scary at the same time.
Things I have to say though:
- T-Pain is a BEAST. - Nappy Boy is BEAST. - I NEED a record deal. [lol]
Im out, gonna go listen to the iPod & fall asleep (i hope). Dueces!
Its that time of year again... Win or go home. 6 teams from each confrence, all playing for one thing.. a national championship. Man, I love the playoffs (especially since Miami's back in). Ive been watchin football since before I could even walk! With two days of straight football to watch... I decided to make a little video about my wildcard picks:
Well.. After watching the Arizona Atlanta game. My prediction was wrong.. Arizona pulled the upset. Oh well.. Im not an expert, I just watch ESPN :] lol.
Right now Indy's beating SD by 3.. (10-7) Looks like its gonna be close! Cant wait for tomorrow.. LETS GO DOLPHINS!